Another date booked

I have rebooked my fixed wing introductory flight for 18th June. It seems such a long way off and only adds to my frustration.
In the meantime, I have written to the British Women Pilots' Association to find out about their scholarship scheme. Unless I win the Lottery, or unless I discover an elderly rich relative, I don't quite know how I am going to fund this dream. I feel I need to be a bit more upfront with people about financing this. I don't like begging and that is what if feels like to me. It is not that we don't have savings to use, we do but, these will not be enough on their own. Steve is now doing 4 jobs a week just to keep us in the place where we are. I will probably have to be serious about taking on a second job. I knew it would take sacrifice but at this moment in time, I don't know which way to turn.